Post by misskittenn on Aug 6, 2012 15:24:52 GMT -5
Might as well post my story again =)
He’s from England and i'm from Canada, and were both the same age (I am 3 months older). It all started on a Nintendo gaming forum. The day i signed up, he was the very first person to make a comment on my page. He welcomed me to the site, and asked if he can be my first friend on that. I agreed of course. Since we had a 5 hour difference, we were never online at the same time. We always tried to plan things out to play online, but it never happened. About 2 weeks later i had started college again, and since i was busy, i had forgotten about the forum.
Though, during one of my breaks, i was completely bored. I had suddenly remembered i signed up at the forum. Once i logged back on, i didn’t get any messages, but i decided to message every single person on my friends list. Luke was the only person who had answered a few hours later. He said that he was busy aswell, and that the people on his friend list stopped talking to him too. We only had eachother, so we decided to keep in contact, even if we were busy.
We decided to know more about eachother, so that’s when he came up with the idea of asking eachother questions. Every night after college, the first thing i would do is log on, and answer his question, and then ask him one in return. He was a very interesting person. I knew that he liked to write poems and short stories, played the Guitar, along with a few other instruments, his favorite flavor of ice cream, that he had blue eyes, that he could sing, and how much he loved English Literature. I also found out he never had a girlfriend before either. I told him that i didn’t exactly have any special talents, except for i was good in making a website and some nice graphics. He counted it as a talent. That’s when i told him i had a site, and i sent it to him.
The day after, he told me he saw what i looked like. He told me it was nice to know who he was talking to. “He must think i’m ugly” i kept telling myself. He then decided to send a pic of himself to me so it would be fair. A few days later, i had received and email from him with a picture of him. All i remember, is me slowly losing my smile and staring back at his. I had fallen for his smile immediately. I was a little sad that i couldn’t see the color of his eyes though.
It went on like this for a while, until we were online at the same time for the very first time. We decided to play Brawl on the Wii, and surprisingly i was able to beat him a few times. That night, he had called me a cool gamer girl. Since then i’ve had a big time crush on him. One night, i also questioned why he wasn’t in bed yet, considering it was passed midnight for him. He told me he didn’t mind, and that he liked talking to me. Oh, and the cutest thing he did was, he would wait for me to sign out first at the end of the night. I asked him he didn’t have to do that, and i still remember his reply. “What can i say, I’m a gentlemen ^_^”…that had really made me blush, and my crush was turning into something more for him.
Something was getting in the way though. I was already dealing with an unhealthy crush, (im not even sure what it was i had for this guy). He was one of my guy friend’s from high school, and i had a little something for him. I didn’t want that, but i couldn’t help myself. When he found out, he was being a big time jerk with me. For some reason i kept taking his shit. I didn’t want to let him go. I also ended up telling Luke about it, and he said that i deserved a lot better. One night, when my friend was being a jerk, i put my foot down, and texted him saying i never wanted to hang out with him anymore. I never spoke to him again since. This guy had almost given me a serious depression which is stupid. I already wasn’t a happy person at this time of my life. Luke was the only one who made me happy.
It went on like this for about 3 months. I was able to see hints of him flirting with me, but in a very nice way. Yet, i kept denying that he liked me back. One night, we decided to do msn chatting instead of messaging eachother on the forum…also because we had more privacy for other talk. That night, he had told me many things about his dark past. I was surprised, considering since he always looked happy around me. He was very good at hiding his sadness. He kept saying how people never stuck around him for long, and that people always left him. He also said he wouldn’t blame me if i left him too. I started to cry, telling him i would never leave him, and that he was my best friend…he was surprised, and also very happy that he had someone like me. And that was the night he decided he wanted to move to Canada, so he can be near me. I thought he was joking, but he was being very serious. He also wanted to write a song named “Felicia”, since i had inspired him…he was amazing, and we had both cried for a while. Two nights later, i decided to confess that i was in love with him. People think it’s strange or not possible to love someone you’ve never met. But when you have talked to someone for a while, know what they are and what they like, that’s all it takes to fall in love. Their personality. I didn’t tell him directly, it was more of a hint. He knew what i meant, and he replied with a hint aswell. He loved me back…an hour later, i was able to say those 3 words.
Things were great for about 2 months, but for the next 4-5 months, things were bad. We kept arguing constantly, and we didn’t know what was causing it. It got to the point were we were arguing every single day…one night he told me that it would take 4 years before he moved. Sure, it was a while, but i told him he was wroth fighting for and that i’d wait forever for him. He panicked, and that night, he told me he had to let me go because he loved me too much to wait. We broke up about 5 months later. I felt like i had a huge whole in my chest, filled with emptiness and hurt. I had cried all night, and i didn’t want to go to,college after that, but i had to. Though, i only went to one of my classes that day. I was with my laptop, talking to a close friend of his. I asked her many questions, and what he was doing. Apparently he had left for the day, wandering off on his own, and that he had cried aswell…he was with her later, and i told her to tell him, that i loved him, and that i couldn’t live another day without him. He told me the same, and that he was willing to talk with me that night to see what happens. Fortunately, i was able to ease his pain while i was still hurting, telling him that i will always be there for him, and that i’ll wait no matter what. He knew what he did was wrong, and knew that we needed eachother. Our break up didn’t even last a day. It’s how much we loved eachother.
Two days later, we decided to have our first phone call. He gave me his number, and i had called him around noon (my time). My heart was beating out of my chest while i was waiting for him to pick up. The moment he said “Hello”, with that accent, i melted. I started blushing, and i also giggled and said hello back. It took me about a half hour to compose myself, and then i was finally calm. We talked for about 3 hours, listened to eachother’s breathing, laughing…until very randomly, he told me he loved me. It was so wonderful hearing him say that for the first time, and i had said it back.
Since then, we’ve been happy as clams. Nothing has ever gotten in our way that we can’t deal with. In October 2010, we had our first webcam chat. It was like the phone call all over again. I fell in love with his features, and especially that smile of his. Today. we are still doing webcam, 5 times a week. He started University in September 2010, and will be graduating in 2014. He goes on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. But since the school is in London, he has to drive 4 hours every Tuesday morning at 5AM, stay there for the night at a hotel, and then come back home Wednesday night. This man, loses sleep for all the time…he gets about 4-5 hours sleep. He has sacrificed more then that too….i can never thank him enough. But to him, he can’t thank ME enough. Just a few weeks into our relationship, he told me that i had saved his life days later we became friends….Everyday, i ask him if he’s happy, and he says he’s never been happier...we've been together for over 2.5 years and we still have yet to meet. I cannot wait for this day, to taste his kiss, feel his arms around me...everything. I just can't wait <3
I have an untold parts too on my tumblr, you can read it here if you like =) miss-kitten.tumblr.com/OurStory-UntoldParts
He’s from England and i'm from Canada, and were both the same age (I am 3 months older). It all started on a Nintendo gaming forum. The day i signed up, he was the very first person to make a comment on my page. He welcomed me to the site, and asked if he can be my first friend on that. I agreed of course. Since we had a 5 hour difference, we were never online at the same time. We always tried to plan things out to play online, but it never happened. About 2 weeks later i had started college again, and since i was busy, i had forgotten about the forum.
Though, during one of my breaks, i was completely bored. I had suddenly remembered i signed up at the forum. Once i logged back on, i didn’t get any messages, but i decided to message every single person on my friends list. Luke was the only person who had answered a few hours later. He said that he was busy aswell, and that the people on his friend list stopped talking to him too. We only had eachother, so we decided to keep in contact, even if we were busy.
We decided to know more about eachother, so that’s when he came up with the idea of asking eachother questions. Every night after college, the first thing i would do is log on, and answer his question, and then ask him one in return. He was a very interesting person. I knew that he liked to write poems and short stories, played the Guitar, along with a few other instruments, his favorite flavor of ice cream, that he had blue eyes, that he could sing, and how much he loved English Literature. I also found out he never had a girlfriend before either. I told him that i didn’t exactly have any special talents, except for i was good in making a website and some nice graphics. He counted it as a talent. That’s when i told him i had a site, and i sent it to him.
The day after, he told me he saw what i looked like. He told me it was nice to know who he was talking to. “He must think i’m ugly” i kept telling myself. He then decided to send a pic of himself to me so it would be fair. A few days later, i had received and email from him with a picture of him. All i remember, is me slowly losing my smile and staring back at his. I had fallen for his smile immediately. I was a little sad that i couldn’t see the color of his eyes though.
It went on like this for a while, until we were online at the same time for the very first time. We decided to play Brawl on the Wii, and surprisingly i was able to beat him a few times. That night, he had called me a cool gamer girl. Since then i’ve had a big time crush on him. One night, i also questioned why he wasn’t in bed yet, considering it was passed midnight for him. He told me he didn’t mind, and that he liked talking to me. Oh, and the cutest thing he did was, he would wait for me to sign out first at the end of the night. I asked him he didn’t have to do that, and i still remember his reply. “What can i say, I’m a gentlemen ^_^”…that had really made me blush, and my crush was turning into something more for him.
Something was getting in the way though. I was already dealing with an unhealthy crush, (im not even sure what it was i had for this guy). He was one of my guy friend’s from high school, and i had a little something for him. I didn’t want that, but i couldn’t help myself. When he found out, he was being a big time jerk with me. For some reason i kept taking his shit. I didn’t want to let him go. I also ended up telling Luke about it, and he said that i deserved a lot better. One night, when my friend was being a jerk, i put my foot down, and texted him saying i never wanted to hang out with him anymore. I never spoke to him again since. This guy had almost given me a serious depression which is stupid. I already wasn’t a happy person at this time of my life. Luke was the only one who made me happy.
It went on like this for about 3 months. I was able to see hints of him flirting with me, but in a very nice way. Yet, i kept denying that he liked me back. One night, we decided to do msn chatting instead of messaging eachother on the forum…also because we had more privacy for other talk. That night, he had told me many things about his dark past. I was surprised, considering since he always looked happy around me. He was very good at hiding his sadness. He kept saying how people never stuck around him for long, and that people always left him. He also said he wouldn’t blame me if i left him too. I started to cry, telling him i would never leave him, and that he was my best friend…he was surprised, and also very happy that he had someone like me. And that was the night he decided he wanted to move to Canada, so he can be near me. I thought he was joking, but he was being very serious. He also wanted to write a song named “Felicia”, since i had inspired him…he was amazing, and we had both cried for a while. Two nights later, i decided to confess that i was in love with him. People think it’s strange or not possible to love someone you’ve never met. But when you have talked to someone for a while, know what they are and what they like, that’s all it takes to fall in love. Their personality. I didn’t tell him directly, it was more of a hint. He knew what i meant, and he replied with a hint aswell. He loved me back…an hour later, i was able to say those 3 words.
Things were great for about 2 months, but for the next 4-5 months, things were bad. We kept arguing constantly, and we didn’t know what was causing it. It got to the point were we were arguing every single day…one night he told me that it would take 4 years before he moved. Sure, it was a while, but i told him he was wroth fighting for and that i’d wait forever for him. He panicked, and that night, he told me he had to let me go because he loved me too much to wait. We broke up about 5 months later. I felt like i had a huge whole in my chest, filled with emptiness and hurt. I had cried all night, and i didn’t want to go to,college after that, but i had to. Though, i only went to one of my classes that day. I was with my laptop, talking to a close friend of his. I asked her many questions, and what he was doing. Apparently he had left for the day, wandering off on his own, and that he had cried aswell…he was with her later, and i told her to tell him, that i loved him, and that i couldn’t live another day without him. He told me the same, and that he was willing to talk with me that night to see what happens. Fortunately, i was able to ease his pain while i was still hurting, telling him that i will always be there for him, and that i’ll wait no matter what. He knew what he did was wrong, and knew that we needed eachother. Our break up didn’t even last a day. It’s how much we loved eachother.
Two days later, we decided to have our first phone call. He gave me his number, and i had called him around noon (my time). My heart was beating out of my chest while i was waiting for him to pick up. The moment he said “Hello”, with that accent, i melted. I started blushing, and i also giggled and said hello back. It took me about a half hour to compose myself, and then i was finally calm. We talked for about 3 hours, listened to eachother’s breathing, laughing…until very randomly, he told me he loved me. It was so wonderful hearing him say that for the first time, and i had said it back.
Since then, we’ve been happy as clams. Nothing has ever gotten in our way that we can’t deal with. In October 2010, we had our first webcam chat. It was like the phone call all over again. I fell in love with his features, and especially that smile of his. Today. we are still doing webcam, 5 times a week. He started University in September 2010, and will be graduating in 2014. He goes on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. But since the school is in London, he has to drive 4 hours every Tuesday morning at 5AM, stay there for the night at a hotel, and then come back home Wednesday night. This man, loses sleep for all the time…he gets about 4-5 hours sleep. He has sacrificed more then that too….i can never thank him enough. But to him, he can’t thank ME enough. Just a few weeks into our relationship, he told me that i had saved his life days later we became friends….Everyday, i ask him if he’s happy, and he says he’s never been happier...we've been together for over 2.5 years and we still have yet to meet. I cannot wait for this day, to taste his kiss, feel his arms around me...everything. I just can't wait <3
I have an untold parts too on my tumblr, you can read it here if you like =) miss-kitten.tumblr.com/OurStory-UntoldParts
